I am blue

I'm wondering if my desicion was a good idea...I have been more depressed than ever, I worry I overdosed on this painkiller....My hands where supper shaky the entire time I drew this. I made a jump on the wrong reed....I miss took one for the other, snapped and took my rage out on both of them. I found out hours later which one it was, I just didnt want to apologize. What ever, whats done is done...like I said they are happy and thats all that matters, I should focus on the path ahead...I need to find a car soon... *sigh* one trouble after another




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I used the standard sketch paper non acidic, smudge resistant
Water color pencils (not sure what brand)
Prisma anime inking pens 3.0, B, and 1 tipped peons
and a mechanical pencil for the sketch